I'm finding my enthusiasm for explaining anything is fading, bb. And my enthusiasm for the things that used to inspire my approach is waning too. I'm firmly of the view nowadays that near-death experience accounts are probably much more helpful to seekers of understanding of afterlife matters than the stuff I've wittered on about for years.
That's a fundamental shift in my approach.
While I do find NDE accounts helpful, I find your "wittering" helpful as well. [and thanks for introducing me to a new word!]