I don't believe that any "information from any source" can be proven to be true. Some people believe a particular source or sources, and that's fine, I don't say they shouldn't. But as far as I'm concerned, there's no proof that any particular possible source is right about the afterlife. As a result, all I have to go on is my own feelings. To a certain extent, yes I do believe that I won't be delayed from being with my husband because I want that to be the case. However, I also believe that if there is an afterlife, that's how it actually will be. I could be wrong, of course, but I don't think I am. And as I've said -- even if I am wrong, at least if I die and then find myself in an afterlife, I will know that my beloved still exists and is all right, and I would much prefer to die this second and know that to be true, even if it meant that there would be a delay in my actually being with him, than to continue this farce of a life.