WOW. Okay, so I just had my reading. I have to say, I was very surprised by how accurate a lot, if not most of it, was. First, allow me to again express my thanks, Roberta, for such a wonderful gift... thank you. Second... as I have said above... if I am wrong about something, I will admit to it, and say so. According to Susanne, I was not forced here against my will, in so much as I, myself, did in fact have a change of heart, either right before I was born, or after I was born. I told her of the pre-birth memory and memory I had of vehemently protesting my life-to-be here and now, and she said that the memory of dying as a little girl was real, and that that death was to serve the progression in some way of the other members of my soul group. She also said that the memory I have of protesting having to come here and seeing my (current) body, was a memory of an "update" session with my guides, where I learned just how difficult this life would be. She told me that a couple of the people on my "council" had expressed the concern that I had "bitten off more than I could chew", for lack of better terms, but were surprised that I am/was still here, and have remained so strong.
Right off, before I even mentioned anything at all to her, she picked up that I was a creative person, and that I had a VERY strong vibe or link with New York City. She said the first person who was coming through for her was a mother-figure-type, sort of short and heavy-set, and that person was in/from NYC. I told her I didn't know any short-stocky women in NYC personally, at least not in this current life, but that I DO very much consider NYC to be my true home in my heart, and have an unbreakable desire to be there. She said there were quite a few people from NYC coming to her, but that she felt they were likely a family I had in/from a previous life, where I most likely lived there.
She kept telling me and reinforcing to me that she felt I was an incredibly powerful teacher and warrior in my "real" life in the afterlife realm. She said that in almost all of my former lives, I have lived lives of comfort and ease, and that's likely why I feel such resentment in this life, and the hardships within it... because I'm frustrated and angry about it. She also says that this is likely the reason for my intense obsession with the "physicality" of our bodies and the Earth... because as a soul, I am extremely "hedonistic", for lack of a better description. She says that in my true life in the afterlife realm, I am used to existing in luxury and comfort, and having all my pleasures met. The fact that I can't here, angers and frustrates me. She says that according to my guides, this level of pain and suffering is something I will never have to do again (oh, how I pray this is true), but she did voice her firm belief that I would, indeed, choose to come back here, to live another life here... if not reincarnate, she is convinced that I will at least return as a guide, to help those here, since I love the physical plane so much.
She said I had lived many lives before, and that was very, very strong, vibration-wise, which really shocked me, because I told her how much anger I have been carrying around constantly, and how much I have been cursing God, and that I felt such actions would have long diminished my vibration to the lowest/darkest of levels. She said that isn't true, and that supposedly, I am very powerful, spiritually. We both discussed the Veil of Forgetfulness, and we kind of came to a mutual understanding on the matter, lol. Basically, the impression I got from her, was that while she may also not like it, or understand the reasoning behind it, it is there, and there's not much she can do about that, which I have to accept... the Veil isn't her doing or fault, and I wouldn't expect her to be able to shatter it, or simply hand me all the answers on a silver platter. But I do firmly still believe the Veil is a monumental hindrance to our progression, and useless.
She early on, also mentioned Euboea, though at the time, she just relayed those letters to me, in sequence. Euboea is the largest of the Greek isles, and supposedly, I have people who know me from the other side, who are from there. As far as I know, all of my relatives on the Greek side are from Cyprus or Greece proper. It's something I'll look into. I think the person who came through to contact me first, was my grandfather... she said she felt a father-figure-type sort, who had said he had come to me before. I figured it had to be my grandfather, since I had him come to me in the dream which I posted about in this very forum, and since he's the only one I know like that who has passed. She also got in contact with my teacher who had passed, and he (the teacher) said that he comes to me and has even helped me at work, which I could accept/feel. She said my two kitties who have past visit me, and know I love them.
All in all, I felt it was very productive, and I got a lot from it/out of it. Again, my thanks again to Roberta, and also, please again convey my thanks to Susanne!
