Hello to everyone! What a great find! I could sure use some assistance, comments, suggestions. Like many, I cannot cope well with my NDEs. Like others, the After Affects are devastating and nearly impossible to navigate while trying to "live real life." I did not recall my two NDEs until something triggered them in 2011. I was shocked, to say the least. It appears I have always had some form of elevated awareness. I was raised in a Christian home and such things were never discussed. My parents were scientists. I found the concept of Incarnation abhorrent. Now I have to deal with toppling memories of Past, Present and Future Lives. I literally SEE Prompts (Guideposts) and entire Film Clips of what will happen next. I see Co-existant Timelines showing the Alternate, Probable and Possible Timelines and those LBL discussions about the upcoming Incarnations, including rehearsals, Taste-Testing the Life Film, jumping in and out of the "film" and even the creating of the Movie. I often told friends I got the ideas for my stories and paintings from "the little movies." They teased me and told me no one else saw the little movies. I seem to have NO filter at all. I see what is happening in the Astral Planes IF it relates to my life. In fact, I seem to be living an entire stream of a Life Movie already lived. It is impossible to explain how difficult this is. Spirits can see your Light is on and I became far more clairvoyant after my NDEs, which explains a LOT of what happened to me afterward. No matter WHO tries to teach me how to protect myself from Lower Astrals and Negative Entities, who want to carry on a conversation, such protections rarely work. It has taken me 11 years to come up with some sort of method to keep the peace. I, the Human Being, never would have wanted this life. Never was *I* consulted about the events and people I was to meet and experience. In fact, I never would have wanted to "come back." My "Death" was legit and my Being bargained away to get back into this Form. I am quite shocked. At least I always have a forewarning about an upcoming Karmic Connection. If I see it and I don't like it, I just avoid it or bypass it. This all seems dreadfully unfair.