I have been away from this forum for a long time. Mostly due to my dad's illness, and coz i thought too much thinking about the afterlife wud drive me nuts. Well on the 26th my dad passed away peacefully. Ever since, i have been broken up inside. iv missed him so much, and i dunno if i will ever see him again? what if he decides to reincarnate, would i see just a "projection" of him? I tried to catch him in my dreams, nothing at all. M so eff'd up! the thought of spending about 40 yrs, or maybe a lil less, without him scares me! If i cud hire a psychic, i would, but i dont hve that kind of money, esp after spending a lot on dad's treatment. . Is it over? i wont see him again?