Hello everyone! long time reader, first time poster. well how do i start? I lost my Friend in a car wreck years ago, ive been trying to open my self up to receive a message or sign from him. but I'm terrified. I really don't have any reason except for the fact I had a run in with a very unhappy shadow energy. to make it short this shadow energy PUSHED me and my friend out a door. we where not hurt, but pretty shook up. and ever since then i have been reluctant to try in earnest to accept signs or try to pray for communication from him. the only thing i Could do was sit down with my husband and meditate for a answer. I asked for my spirit guides name and " Bob ", came to both of us. I laughed at my husband, "Bob?" "I have a guide named ...Bob. wow. go figure."
then it dawned on me. Bob is what his family called him.... I knew him as " Robert." I want to talk to him more but, i get so scared that I'm going to run into trouble like last time, and inside i feel weak and defenseless against the unknown. how can i fortify my spirit energy. and put my faith and trust in Bob to be there? thank for your time to read this. the people that post on this forum are truly wonderful people. I can honestly say that i will feel welcome here sharing my faith and wonders.