Its ok Daughter Dearest .. I too tend to stir the pot.. but its easy to do that on a site like this with so many opinions and where people pretty much won't judge you for it which is a double plus. You still have the rest of your life to live. The answers will come with time. You have to be open to receiving them however or you will never get the answers you seek. I've also come to see that if people are constanly looking for things to be wrong they will find always find something wrong. We all see what we pretty much want to see. I can assure you that Carol is very genuine.
Life is tough. I still have my doubting moments but they are simply just that.. "moments". Its what makes us human here. But rest assure that our human selves are not our true selves. We have to push all this physical stuff aside and elevate to our spiritual higher selves. There you will find the answers that you are looking for. Do you dream? Alot of the answers you may be seeking happen in your sleep. Well anyways if you need help let us know.



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Roberta kept after me. I was very cautious at first. The video was done because members were requesting it. I did it on a white counter top so you could see my arm shadow. It doesn't move. If you watch the pendulum, it moves from the bottom. When I ask Mikey to stop it, he does despite the momentum that is occurring. Normally I don't hold my one arm with the other. But I tried to be as still as I could with my hand, so that is why I did that to stabilize. The pendulum has a stone at the end with some weight to it. There is a story to this as I am just a regular mom who lost her precious son almost 5 years ago. I was not like this before. I have 2 interviews on Eternity For All Radio in Oct. 2011. It is archived. It is two half hour interviews. It might help you get some answers you are looking for. 
