I apologize to everyone who became involved in the ending-it-all thread that has now been deleted. I was away and off the forums for a few days, and by the time that I returned it was so out of control that there was no fixing it. Everyone involved is a shining beacon of love and good will, and highly valued on these forums - and things were said in that thread at the height of emotion that needed to be rendered un-said. I am sorry not to have done that for you sooner.
Dear friends, over the past year we have begun to build something glorious together. We have helped many people, including one another, and we are learning together the sort of love and forgiveness that all of us entered this world to be learning. That thread was a wonderful forgiveness opportunity! Now I forgive you all, and I forgive myself. And I love you all so much! I ask you please, from your hearts, to forgive and even more intensely begin to love everyone who posted in that thread. Let's keep our eyes on the prize! Nothing else even matters ;-).