I have never been so much into the afterlife until now. i did lose a boyfriend like 17 yrs ago due to lung cancer, i loved him and all but after he passed i cant say i was real into the afterlife , but now i have a boyfriend that i have been with 5 yrs, he was diagnosed with cancer several months ago and it has spread to his lungs, and its really weird but i almost feel obsessed with finding out about life after death, its such a weird topic because it is almost like noone really knows until they die , but yet i am driving myself crazy trying to find evidence of life after death. i read a few posts, not to many yet but on one of them someone mentioned about meditation, is this something anyone can do? i just dont know if i will be able to do this, is there a trick to this, or something you can do to practice this? i just wnt to know if i am ever going to see my boyfriend again, i hope i dont sound rediculus but i am really hurting right now, and just want some kind of clarification that one day i will be with him again.